today

yesterday i accidentally bang my head and it hurts.and em..i don't have anything to tell actually.and suddenly I miss him so much. I really need someone to talk to..my life is so plain.nothing interesting.just like one piece of white paper that is clean with nothing drawn on it.i can't do anything that i like anymore.i'm stuck in this life..i really want to go back to the old me..way back when i 1st entered this University.i was all by myself.my daily activities were almost the same.. Maybe i'm a loner,but my friends told me that i can't stand being alone.or maybe sometimes i like to be alone so that i wont do any mistake or hurting someone i love... 

the start of truth.

 it is kinda weird because, this is my 1st time posting a blog. I never thought that having a blog actually can help u express your talent for one who are gifted to be a writer. But i'm not like them .this is just a way for me to express my feeling n improving my english. Actually I don't know how to start with..
em..maybe an introduction about myself?
or just write about what happened today?


i think i go with introduction......
 ok 1st of all i'm lonely.sometimes i can be loud and sometimes i can be quiet at the same time. i like to have a lot of friend.but one thing about me that i hate so much is i donno how 2 make friends..i just don't know how. Even though i've tried so hard but i failed
Maybe i should learn from others or do they have "Learn to be Friends for Dummies"? i should get one of those!
I have a phobia about lightning and imperfection. Is that a weird thing for someone to have?
and...hurm..do i have to tell all this thing?haha silly old me..
ok thats for today.....


what happened today :
- i went to class, n i'm so sorry for didn't fucking woke u up.i really thought u were tired.n u told me u already finished the essay,but y did u ask me 2 do it again?i really don't understand what do u really want.
-after class went for dinner,then meet a*** n he help me 2 installed software for my Bapple. He asked RM50 just for the service and I'm sure he knows that it is expensive.darn....