you

you've changed my dear.. i don't know whether i'm being paranoid or something but yes you've changed.i want the old you.. the one who tell me stories.. i don't mind if the story is boring. i just want to listen.. i want to hear about you..to remember things.. i'm scared.what if one day i forget everything.i don't want to shut myself down. cuz i have you now. but if you don't need me please tell me now so that i can proceed ...........




its 3.18a.m still can't sleep.. 30oct2011

can i tell you - 4

can i tell you i can't sleep every night thinking bout you and not having the chance to speak or to look at your face?

can i tell you - 3

can i tell you that i've waited for the time to turn 7 p.m something..cuz i know that's the time you finished working. and i'll get all excited waiting for your text or waiting to call you.

can i tell you - 2

can i tell you that i often look at the clock and wonder what you were doing that time.

can i tell you - 1st

can i tell you that i purposely wear a pajamas tonight so that you can tell me that i look cute in it. (cuz i thought  we're goin to skype)

one more thing

you sure know that i'm a curious person right?can you please tell me if you have a problem or something or you don't want to talk about this right now at least i can understand and i can stop pushing you and asking you all this crappy question..what bothers me is your sudden change.why syg?why? explain to me so that i can understand?

easy

i'm not worth it.at all.. hello how r you aiman?can i ask you something?do you still want me?do you need me? cuz i really need you.all the time. i'm confused right now.what's bothering your mind? can you please tell the truth? if you really need me and you really think its ur fault then you should have try to change.try hard to change..and remember those tiny little things that you think it doesn't matter to you but for me it does. like texting me when your are awake.when i say texting i don't mind if you tell me in fb.if you are ashamed.then you can tell them in fb msg right?is it that hard syg?if it is..then you should tell me then i wouldnt hve waited for your msg at whatever source you used.. i just hope you tell me the truth.what you feel right now.cuz i can see some changes in you..it is quite depressing for me to figure that out.i hope you don't mind telling the truth bout how you feel about me..if you think we should do this or that just tell.let me know.don't let me figure the puzzle out by myself. 

SAYANG LET IT OUT!

at last

awwwww...so cute!that smile

 

muka menipu xmenjadi! boo!

alololo...gotcha!

weeee! i'm so happy and glad.at last i can see your cute prof.clone face! you cut your hair sweety so cute ya know?i want to play with your hair please? can i? *wink * wink.. weeeee! sorry.im so excited..  muah! ily

holiday come again

as you know i just finished my 5th semester in uitm. a lot of things happened. many things happened actually.. the expect and unexpected. this semester is kinda tough and rough for me. i cant barely stand the havoc between our classmate.. this semester teach me to think twice before you trust someone.. what happened before is kinda bullshit for me but lets just forget bout that..or maybe lets talk bout that later..

what i wanna highlight here is its going to be a month and a half of holiday.. what should i do?what should i do without you here? i miss you aiman firdaus. i miss you so much! im so sorry bout the on going call and text you get from me. i just miss you so much. its been 4 or 5 days i didnt see your face. i kills me ya know? please sayang i'm sorry if i bothers u a lot. its just because i miss you too much! you were there for me.. when things get rough between me n my friends. and we spend a lot of time together.so its hard for me to get use to this situation.what i mean by situation is not having you here with me... i love you sayang.please trust me.. i hope you love me the way i do! mmmuaah! xoxo!