bloody ass!

hey fucker! stop stalking my blog la you ass! you really like to do that ha? i don't mind if u know this from me.the hell la dude!what the fuck is wrong with you? you hate it when people meddling in your life.want your so-called privacy? the fuck ! then stop bugging others la shit. and please i ask you nicely delete all your copy paste. fuck if i hear this from others i won't tolerate any of your bullshit anymore!(haha ayat copy paste)

somewhere only we know.

this journey of mine started at this train station.i've waited about 2 or 3 hours for this special someone to pick me up from another station. one by one, train past by. question in other's mind "why is she still sitting?" "where is she going anyway?". yah i'm alone waiting, and don't know why deep down inside there's no anger.i tried to search deep,maybe waiting for you is the best part of the journey till you arrived with this scent that i recognize so well and you know you can't lie about it. sayang why you have to ruin my mood?(quiet mood) teeettttt ......  yes you really know how to calm me down right?shit you! we arrived, and i was so tired. we did things that i've plan while ago if i'm with someone i love. notebook, how sweet of you for not letting me watch that movie.weee :)  at 8 we were starving, then we ate kfc. sucker punch and priest we bought it along the way.how cool is dat? i miss you. i miss you so much! hope we can do it again soon! i love your smile, your own scent, your voice. mr.clingy! muah! aha!jyeah got new name for you. mr.clingy! ilysmaf

SABAK BERNAM

all of a sudden you told me you're going to this place i never heard of (ok i did but never been there). the worst part is you told me you be back by tuesday. what the fish? what am i supposed to do?i'm lost.shits!
then the best part is your lying. haha shit you,still i'm glad! wuhuuuuu!!!!weeehuuuuu!!
sayang dont forget bout me ey! can't wait to see you tomorrow. muah! i'm going to miss you la shit ass! hehe... love you!

mr.Anonhead

dear mr.Anonhead, first of all i would like you to know that i love you so much. and i'm glad you're here in my life.i've done so many hurtful remarks towards you.but yet you still here with me.through thick and thin.and you know that i would rather choose the thick one.hee tak sedap la nak hug sayang. :P hahaha. ok anyway we had a wonderful time this past few days.( 21st - 23rd of june 2011) thank you sayang for being patient on finding the place (althought you did said a few bad words back there) and waiting for my scene although it was less that 5 second i think.we'll see the result.can't wait to watch that movie with you and azhar. i'm touched ya know? you really support me with all your heart.i can see that and you do feel the same right bby? that makes me love you even more sayang. thank you for your support and i hope i do the same towards you,i want you to be happy and do things that you like. as long as we have each other everything goin to be fine kan syg?kan? (ok sorry if my post is kinda boring and lame) sayang please listen to me?don't ever smoke again? i love you and i want you still the end.and shit i don't like to see you lying on the hospital bed again.i'm worried like shit ya know? please sayang? mmuah! I LOVE YOU AIMAN FIRDAUS.

6 a.m

still awake.speechless how things can happened so fast.happiness comes for short period of time.this is life.this is her. now in 2011. wordless. isly

baby

you're not a cendawan la baby..why la you have to think that way? i love you okay! can't wait to see you.somewhere only we know.. GAMBATE!!you can do it. faster ey cha?muahhh!!

habibababubu era

Mira thank you for spending your time listening to my story mory and give me advice on how to boost up my confident level cause you know i'm not that tough.i hope i can be like you some day. cause everything will be easy when you can say whatever you wanna say, and do whatever you want to do..  you're not alone. we as teenagers have this same problem on finding ourself.get what i mean? like i said i'm not a good writer. but what i'm trying to say is, at one point we will have this sort of dilemma to make decision for our future or to be clear , who are we exactly in this present. as for me i'm still searching for myself.sometimes i wonder which one is the real me? we try to change to fit in with the society. we ought to think we are different. yes we are.each and everyone of use have different kind of interest and that is not weird.accept who we are.then people will accept you!

bewildered!

w.a.i.t.a

what happened?sudden change. there's a story. from the brain of a "director". starting to imagine things way beyond the wall that has created while ago. sense getting weaker. searching for oneself.  will you make it through? you'll figure it out one day. there were never easy nor simple. search deep.

igh

t at11.30 igh. aa 4 o 5 if nothng happend.

here

the fact that i've waited for you seems endless when i saw you somewhere through sn.i guess i'm not worth  knowing and even worth loving. i hope you're happy with your decision.. i love you.i always do..mmuah!

damn you liar!

damn you liar,you take away my favorite food. i hate you IKEA! all this while those meatballs i ate tak halal rupanya! hajimaa! feel like punching something. i can't accept the fact lor. now i have to find new one laa.....aigoo!!

i was going to write about 'fact' but suddenly i have nothing..

waiting

how to say this..emm ok i've waited for you this 2 weeks.but i guess you have made your decision not to see me. i hope i know why.

it is me

yes its me.its been a while i didn't write.i'm sorry.i was busy i think.yah i'm sure i was busy taking care of abah here at the hospital. since i'm in kedah i miss u alot.maybe i don't know how to show it but i hope you can feel it.although before coming back to kedah was quite a drama. i hope it won't happened again. i know i've hurt you alot.i'm sorry.i'm not a good writer.my words aren't that awesome. all i know is i love you sayang.that's all that matters.let me prepare myself..whatever decision you make i'll accept it with open heart i guess? haha ok i'm talking crap. muah! i miss la cha!