I realize how different i am from what i was before. yes i have to admit i love making friends..more friends is better..cuz thats how we role in this life. but then i realize something that i should've realize it long before.actually i'm not good in making friends i don't know why but that is me.i try to please everyone,like EVERYONE.maybe thats how i feel towards everybody and that don't mean they feel the same. At least i try ok? yes no matter how i try things will turn out differently and maybe worst..and i don't get it why people have to meddle in my life?i'm not some kind of artist or something!please stop talking about me please i'm begging you guys! i hate my life... i wan't to do something that i like.liking you is the best new thing i've done after recover from a heartbroken.and as usual it won't be a happy ending.this is just great!just great.feel like locking myself again..maybe i should stay away from people.or maybe i have this strong vibe for people to hate me.sometimes i wish my parents would understand my condition...there's something wrong with you era.should i just scratch my face?"yes you should era!people won't bother about you anymore." hahaha that is bullshit.i won't do that i guess?heee kidding! so here's the thing i have to make plans for myself and that plans will begin next semester..i'm going to be different.
yes different, i will change myself.
first start i won't go out often with my classmate, then i try my best to concentrate on my study(yah heard that one before era pfftt) , i will spend most of my money on me, next i will not rely on others. first thing first , going to class by bus ,if i don't get a car.(abah pls,pls!i wan't a car) .. ok next will be emmm ok wait i'm not finish thinking yet.ok this list will continue later.. Next we going to talk about friendship...
first start i won't go out often with my classmate, then i try my best to concentrate on my study(yah heard that one before era pfftt) , i will spend most of my money on me, next i will not rely on others. first thing first , going to class by bus ,if i don't get a car.(abah pls,pls!i wan't a car) .. ok next will be emmm ok wait i'm not finish thinking yet.ok this list will continue later.. Next we going to talk about friendship...
Theres's a lot i need to learn about friendship.(well of course relationship is even harder) But one thing that i know for sure is "Please don't be Racist,Sexist,and Discriminate people." we are not perfect! who cares if he's a macha?she's a dork?she's not pretty and fat?. and he's a gay,or she's a lesbian. yes i feel the same too,i don't get it too..what's the point? and what do they get? but whatever, leave that to them?let them answer the Q. i'm sure soon or later they'll change or in the meantime the guilty feeling of wrongdoing will occur to each and everyone of them.hey everybody makes mistakes! it depends on you guys how you wan't your life to be right? so what i'm saying is based on my observation.. we just have to know their heart don't judge by looking at their appearance. i hate when people talk about others behind others back..that is just not right i'll would do the same if i heard someones talked about me.that is not me(i do that because i'm mad) so end up we keep on talking about each other.when will this things stop? never right? so don't start..just keep it to yourself, hey everybody makes mistakes if you think they should change then tell them in a good way.
ya i know this post is kinda boring and you will forget bout this easily..but i don't mind at least i get my point . i guess? haha till then... wsalam..
ya i know this post is kinda boring and you will forget bout this easily..but i don't mind at least i get my point . i guess? haha till then... wsalam..
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