look out for the star

i went to the window to look for the star. but it wasn't there. no star to shine. it was a rainy day. i felt lost. lost in the memory we built together. what had happened? when did this happened? i have no clue. im lost now. there's no light to guide me. nothing to keep me safe and warm anymore. the star has left. leaving only darkness outside and inside. what should i do? what should i say? if and only if you understand this darkness will lead me to some sort of stairs thats only bring me to the pitch black. lets shut down everything. lets use your ability to shut down yourself. maybe , maybe this is not the end