habibababubu era

Mira thank you for spending your time listening to my story mory and give me advice on how to boost up my confident level cause you know i'm not that tough.i hope i can be like you some day. cause everything will be easy when you can say whatever you wanna say, and do whatever you want to do..  you're not alone. we as teenagers have this same problem on finding ourself.get what i mean? like i said i'm not a good writer. but what i'm trying to say is, at one point we will have this sort of dilemma to make decision for our future or to be clear , who are we exactly in this present. as for me i'm still searching for myself.sometimes i wonder which one is the real me? we try to change to fit in with the society. we ought to think we are different. yes we are.each and everyone of use have different kind of interest and that is not weird.accept who we are.then people will accept you!

bewildered!

w.a.i.t.a

what happened?sudden change. there's a story. from the brain of a "director". starting to imagine things way beyond the wall that has created while ago. sense getting weaker. searching for oneself.  will you make it through? you'll figure it out one day. there were never easy nor simple. search deep.

igh

t at11.30 igh. aa 4 o 5 if nothng happend.

here

the fact that i've waited for you seems endless when i saw you somewhere through sn.i guess i'm not worth  knowing and even worth loving. i hope you're happy with your decision.. i love you.i always do..mmuah!

damn you liar!

damn you liar,you take away my favorite food. i hate you IKEA! all this while those meatballs i ate tak halal rupanya! hajimaa! feel like punching something. i can't accept the fact lor. now i have to find new one laa.....aigoo!!

i was going to write about 'fact' but suddenly i have nothing..

waiting

how to say this..emm ok i've waited for you this 2 weeks.but i guess you have made your decision not to see me. i hope i know why.

it is me

yes its me.its been a while i didn't write.i'm sorry.i was busy i think.yah i'm sure i was busy taking care of abah here at the hospital. since i'm in kedah i miss u alot.maybe i don't know how to show it but i hope you can feel it.although before coming back to kedah was quite a drama. i hope it won't happened again. i know i've hurt you alot.i'm sorry.i'm not a good writer.my words aren't that awesome. all i know is i love you sayang.that's all that matters.let me prepare myself..whatever decision you make i'll accept it with open heart i guess? haha ok i'm talking crap. muah! i miss la cha!