owh look

look what you've done you make fools of everyone. seems like such fun until you lost what you have won.

TECHNOLOGY

human discovered the usage of  mobile phone or i usually call it handphone.
you have one right? then use it !!!! make the call.

Plan

its raining. the sky felt the same . so whats the plan now? empty is what i am.. i hope u were right here. filling this emptiness . who will i turn to? the truth is ur gone. i have this ego. i wont ask why, i wont ask wether you'd move on.  i've changed. this is not me as i were before. tend to keep it to myself. lightning has come. fear has entered. new facial expression. i'm a good actress. the plan is out of control.

p/s : islyaf

password

i think i should kill myself. or lock myself up. i'm a mess. thats the thing. dont refer it as you.just someone i knew. but it doesnt matter anymore.u'll stop.everything.

officially locking myself from this world....

OPEN : ACCESS DENIED


 PASSWORD : _________________.

love

what the fuck is wrong with love la dude? shit..why do people have to be in love and end up like shit. fuck off! i'm tired of this thing. u said ur here for me but no u didn't . my stomach is aching like shit! gastric summore! got to follow my friend to her bf's house a few blocks away from this house.  it was dark and lightning. The hell! fucking shit... i am so pissed right now.. tonight supposed to be the night i'm having my good night sleep but no! i have to listen to this bullshit.... this crap! this love problem.i don't mind actually.. it just bugs me out when that guy don't event bother to show his face and confront with her. wtf dude? u got no balls at all! just tell her the truth. shit! i'm still in pain right now and still listening to her problem although the damage has been done. shit! i'm sleepy. i'm tired. i don't feel good. what should i do? let me sleep please. i think i should shut down now. i need a long rest. need to run away from this life. who would listen to me?no one will understand my condition. no i dont need sweet talker.no i dont need guys and  no i dont  need sympathies. hell yeah! i'm going crazy!

hide the colors of my heart

blue for the tears

red for the love

black for the night spears the star in the sky

can we stop talking ? bout how you broke my heart? calling other peoples name? yah i'm the one to blame. maybe if you stay here a bit longer u will get hurt.  sedih

this is why

hold your thought. i don't care bout anyone anymore. yah one more thing that i'm scared. then i guess you better stop believe in me. why wait? u've already done that. all the time. thanks for the night....