love

what the fuck is wrong with love la dude? shit..why do people have to be in love and end up like shit. fuck off! i'm tired of this thing. u said ur here for me but no u didn't . my stomach is aching like shit! gastric summore! got to follow my friend to her bf's house a few blocks away from this house.  it was dark and lightning. The hell! fucking shit... i am so pissed right now.. tonight supposed to be the night i'm having my good night sleep but no! i have to listen to this bullshit.... this crap! this love problem.i don't mind actually.. it just bugs me out when that guy don't event bother to show his face and confront with her. wtf dude? u got no balls at all! just tell her the truth. shit! i'm still in pain right now and still listening to her problem although the damage has been done. shit! i'm sleepy. i'm tired. i don't feel good. what should i do? let me sleep please. i think i should shut down now. i need a long rest. need to run away from this life. who would listen to me?no one will understand my condition. no i dont need sweet talker.no i dont need guys and  no i dont  need sympathies. hell yeah! i'm going crazy!