Wednesday, February 9, 2011

lost in empty morning

morning, but i guess this is not morning anymore.
i thought i am strong enough. don't even bother about it anymore. but i guess i was wrong. wasn't what i expect it to be. but why? i felt the lost. and it is so big. what should i do? i don't want to wake up every morning and have this empty feeling. i shouldn't have this kind of feeling. i have you. i'm so sorry..seriously i am. only allah know..this feeling of mine that can't be describe .. i have to move on. but i already have. maybe i just can't accept that you totally  moved on. or maybe i didn't do anything when i heard bout the news. i'm happy for you then why should i cry? maybe i should. you are right,yes i'm sad and hurt. i am cool or i tried to be cool last night?  shit, what am i talking about. mango delight can u help me? now i realize. the lost.

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