mad

mad. why do people get mad? there must be a reason for it right? this is the story of me. haha.. always make people mad at me . seriously not on purpose. i try to avoid those madness from everyone including my parents. first of all i'm so sorry if i done anything wrong.. people make mistakes and they will try to improve themselves ( some of them ) including me. i try my best to change for the best. i really don't like myself. i just don't want to hurt anyone. but i end up hurting them and myself to. this is my problem.. this is me. what should i do? this one friend of mine who have gave me a lot of advice when i was breaking apart,   said " era u just have to choose thats all." , " u cant please everyone u r not a robot! " i've been thinking about it and yes its true. but what if my decision is wrong? i don't what to get hurt because of my choice. i guess i'm better off alone. but ill bet no one likes to be alone. they will die of loneliness... allah has make us with partner.why change them? now i have to think. the thinking part is the hardest thing to do because after that i have to make a decision. owh well what crap am i talking about. zee grammar also so wrong. haha.. but who cares im learning okay!

some day some how good things will come to you, all you have to do is accept it with open heart.

yes i will do that. but how am i going to know wether it is good or bad? is there any machine that i can use to detect ? haha.. all you have to do is pray. insyallah it will come. ok see you again.
assalamualaikum...