fat

i hate you big fat liar! you make me think about you every night and day. is this an addiction? you're so mean and cool with the lie.. and i'm still addicted to you. thank you. so i guess you just afraid to tell that this is the end. its ok let me figure that out. oh yah this is the end.hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

bye...................

decision

i shouldn't have let myself drown into this world of lie. i shouldn't have open the door that leads me to this road thats hard for me to walk. and i don't know how to express this feeling. i'm confused.some might say i'm blurred out. this sense is getting weaker day by day.i don't want to believe on something that is not been proof yet. do i have to feel it? no, i don't want to! what if its not true? then ill wait.........

money

im being considerate as possible.. and this what happened, over 3 semester i have to spend my money and most of it not for myself... the money flow just like running water. what i get is " sampai hati era biar ... kebulur tak makan?" "habis era nak biar ... berlapar la? " wow..after all this while this is what i get.cool, this is just great.please let me cry. shit...

function

this six sense of mine can't function very well lately. is it because i'm not a mind reader?

its all about her

this is the story about her.her live in a world that her cant even decide what her want,cause her's tied up by everything. maybe its her choice or maybe not, i think her don't get the chance so say a word about what her really want for her life (i think). cryptic is her verb. always in obscure. that is her. her can be a good actress and at the same time a terrible liar. not a multitasking kinda person. her kept on thinking when will good things come to her.but her just can think,cause that good things seems so far from her.. worst come to worst her have to accept it.although her try her hard to solve her problem. her have to please everyone. 

i'm so glad i'm not her.  

yr,n!

a minute

thank you. well, then i go alone.

mango delight

Sayang, im sorry i didn't mean to left you just like that nor to hurt you. Yes i know, i make a lot of mistakes and you have to know that i'm trying my best to change. This is not me.i'd notice it but i didn't realize how much i've change. can you help me please, take me to the old me? i almost forgot the real me. Want to know why i changed? it's because of people around me, they make me change, they turn me into someone else. what they did to me make me changed into what i am now. i need something to rely on i think?and maybe its you that i need. you said something about game? did i? fyi for me love is not a game,yes you have your right to believe who ever you want but,em okay i think i don't need to explain further maybe it's true i am mean. Playgirl is it? i'm sorry.i'm was trying to be nice i didn't mean to.....emm  whatever lah. sayang if you think so then go ahead i won't get mad at you. i'm a coward person. can't say no to anyone.helping others and ruin my own happiness..this is not the end..(i forgot wut i want to say) =.="

What i want you to know is that i really want you to take me on a trip somewhere only we know.seriously can u please? i'm willingly to follow you. so we can be ourself and do whatever we want.. just you and me there.imysm and ily af.you are my mango delight.no one can take you from me,cuz i will i eat you up.hehe.yummy..ok maybe nott ;P

ps : to be continue...