tonight wasn’t like any other night I’ve lived for during this whole semester break. tonight it’s different. tonight is really depressing. she’s not here. as for the other nights before this, i’d go online and was able to talk to her. she cheered me up quite well after a not-so-awesome-day. we shared stories about our daily life and all our journeys. although she’s totally over confident about her cuteness and what not, it doesn’t really matter at all (maybe i lied, you’re not that cute. HAHAHA) . she’s very understanding and very patient. i kept telling my self, why didn’t i became her friend earlier. after a day without your presence, its all good here. I can’t imagine the oncoming 4 days.


Where'd you go? seems like you care less bout me now..

i love you too

i love you too aiman..why do you have to be scared? scared of what sayang? please.. and please.. i don't  want us to be like this. you used to talk a lot..what happen? i don't want to lose you either.. and i need you too, more than you know. its just that i don't know how to show you. that is me.. i'm trying to understand your situation. you have to help your parents.i understand and that is why i'm not trying to be demanding.although i want you especially this ramadhan.cause this is our first time celebrating it together.but yah you have your family business to deal with.that's ok with me,if i can help you i'll try.i'm trying to be positive which is i know that you're mine.. please sayang. don't think too much.i'm paranoid too. i love you aiman and i still do.  more than you know. muah! do take care of yourself. you promise me you want to eat a lot?

a while

its been a while now you didn't update anything from your tumblr.. why? what happen to us? there's no thrill anymore.. busy?i have nothing to say.. i don't know what to tell..its me who talk less..

hey you

yes you! i miss you la cha! whenever you said that ur goin somewhere besides shah alam..i feel like ur goin far from me..its kinda sad ya know? please do miss me and take care of yourself..cant wait to see you!

ps:ilyafssm

disease

i have this disease.that surely can harm anyone who dare to be with me and also for those who want to be my friend.i wish there's a way or something that can heal.this infections has turn others life up side down.. i don't know why,but over these years all i know is there's something wrong with me.everything is surely my fault..wth is wrong with me? i'm so sad!seriously i am.. i want to cry so hard.. i was hoping you're here with me.but its ok , i know you're too bz with catering and all..  i'm losing hope.ya allah please give me strength. when will this thing end? i want to be like everyone else..having friends.thats my problem.i don't know how...i just don't. T.T

mistakes

choose wisely

once you got in you can never go back.

expression

people kept on noticed. i smile less? do i?  en.hafizan you make me wonder bout myself again. realize that i'm not good in making friends or having close one.there's something wrong with me? but what is it? shit i don't get it.how am i supposed to know? i try to change. still nothing..  herm... keep on wondering era.