hey you

yes you! i miss you la cha! whenever you said that ur goin somewhere besides shah alam..i feel like ur goin far from me..its kinda sad ya know? please do miss me and take care of yourself..cant wait to see you!

ps:ilyafssm

disease

i have this disease.that surely can harm anyone who dare to be with me and also for those who want to be my friend.i wish there's a way or something that can heal.this infections has turn others life up side down.. i don't know why,but over these years all i know is there's something wrong with me.everything is surely my fault..wth is wrong with me? i'm so sad!seriously i am.. i want to cry so hard.. i was hoping you're here with me.but its ok , i know you're too bz with catering and all..  i'm losing hope.ya allah please give me strength. when will this thing end? i want to be like everyone else..having friends.thats my problem.i don't know how...i just don't. T.T

mistakes

choose wisely

once you got in you can never go back.

expression

people kept on noticed. i smile less? do i?  en.hafizan you make me wonder bout myself again. realize that i'm not good in making friends or having close one.there's something wrong with me? but what is it? shit i don't get it.how am i supposed to know? i try to change. still nothing..  herm... keep on wondering era.

bloody ass!

hey fucker! stop stalking my blog la you ass! you really like to do that ha? i don't mind if u know this from me.the hell la dude!what the fuck is wrong with you? you hate it when people meddling in your life.want your so-called privacy? the fuck ! then stop bugging others la shit. and please i ask you nicely delete all your copy paste. fuck if i hear this from others i won't tolerate any of your bullshit anymore!(haha ayat copy paste)

somewhere only we know.

this journey of mine started at this train station.i've waited about 2 or 3 hours for this special someone to pick me up from another station. one by one, train past by. question in other's mind "why is she still sitting?" "where is she going anyway?". yah i'm alone waiting, and don't know why deep down inside there's no anger.i tried to search deep,maybe waiting for you is the best part of the journey till you arrived with this scent that i recognize so well and you know you can't lie about it. sayang why you have to ruin my mood?(quiet mood) teeettttt ......  yes you really know how to calm me down right?shit you! we arrived, and i was so tired. we did things that i've plan while ago if i'm with someone i love. notebook, how sweet of you for not letting me watch that movie.weee :)  at 8 we were starving, then we ate kfc. sucker punch and priest we bought it along the way.how cool is dat? i miss you. i miss you so much! hope we can do it again soon! i love your smile, your own scent, your voice. mr.clingy! muah! aha!jyeah got new name for you. mr.clingy! ilysmaf

SABAK BERNAM

all of a sudden you told me you're going to this place i never heard of (ok i did but never been there). the worst part is you told me you be back by tuesday. what the fish? what am i supposed to do?i'm lost.shits!
then the best part is your lying. haha shit you,still i'm glad! wuhuuuuu!!!!weeehuuuuu!!
sayang dont forget bout me ey! can't wait to see you tomorrow. muah! i'm going to miss you la shit ass! hehe... love you!