sudden

yeah its me again. n yes i know its been a while ( again )  i  didn't update anything for the past month..

 started while i was listening to this song, suddenly i remember those days.. the day when we were always together. we got nothing to do after class then we will go to this place near PTAR. usually i will sit beside u after that we would go nuts and play with the webcam. theres plenty of our pictures together. i'm sorry for losing them. such a big lost for me, blame my lappy. n blame me to for losing u. what have i done.. what should i do? will they be someone just like you? naahh no one can replace u. ur just the best i ever had. (its lame but who cares)  such a waste, what an idiot i am.. i can make decision. i do.. just that i don't want to hurt either... i'm scared. i blame myself for what had happened. i should blame myself. this is not what i wanted it to be.  *e*e   do i get the second chance?